XXXOOO ME

I haven’t had time to do much of anything properly lately. I can’t fully do my job, clean the house or do chores. I don’t have the time to really do anything artistic or creative, there’s no time for just me and I feel like I also can’t spend the amount of time with Alex that I should either. I’m split into a million little slivers and it makes me feel that because I’m so fragmented, every bit of my life is half-assed right now. My mother is visiting for a couple weeks and I’d like to think that would make some things easier for me, but it doesn’t seem to work that way.

It’s only going to get worse with Thanksgiving and Christmas approaching. That time of year always pushes me over the edge and it would seem that the stress has gotten an early start this year.

Help yourselves to the free beer and wine in the lobby if you’d like some refreshments during intermission. I figure it’s the least I can do since the blog has been such a loser for months now.